“I’m not a ski bum. I prefer to think of myself as a ski conniseur,” my boyfriend informed my parents upon their introduction, charming them immediately and managing to impress them with his chosen avocation.
Bum or conniseur, either way, he took off this morning for Bozeman, where it’s snowed, I don’t know, 500 feet or something in the last hour. Don’t worry, I’m not hearbroken (or single). I chose to stay here because I guess when it comes down to it, I’m not a ski bum, or a ski conniseur. I’m just a girl who likes to ski, slightly more dedicated than your average weekend warrior.
Okay, that’s not really true. However, being in the throes of my first snowless winter has shed light on to the possibility of the existence of things more important than skiing. I always thought that, faced with this situation, my first instinct would be to flee. And, although that was my first instinct, I’m still here and it’s February (keep in mind that I started fantasizing about skiing in July). Does this attest to my lack of dedication to skiing or does it attest to my abundance of dedication to this gear shop? Or is it because I foolishly signed a lease and I can’t afford to walk out on it? Is it because my lifestyle is simply a cover for my other career as a secret agent? What is the point of my rambling on about my winter and all of this rhetorical questioning that would throw my high school English teacher into convulsions? If there is a point, it’s this: I took this winter hard just like everyone here who considers themselves a “mountain person,” but what the hell. It’s not so bad. The sun is shining, the state’s not burning quite yet, and life’s alright. I’m just taking a long-winded, less eloquent approach to echoing what Jon said yesterday. “Quit your whining,” or something like that.
Neil Young is warbling “oh, lonesome me,” in the background. Jon, Janet & the dogs will be in soon. I should put the cross-country skis up on the website. I should get to work.
kristy